Hilang arah

Seraya berkata manis pada relung

yang bertautan dengan jiwa

Sang Terkasih.

Aku hilang arah untuk menuju surga-Mu

Tak seperti waktu api itu belum berkilat-kilat

di ambang penuh pesona.

Belum ada jeritan, rintihan, isakan.

Lalu apa lagi sekarang?

Pemandangan satir?

Laboratorium cinta?

Atau musuh setia?

Ah, kapan badai akan tenang?

Mungkin hanya saat nama aku dan ayah,

diukir dalam batu indah di atas kepalaku.

25 Desember 2008 (2:40 am)

Platform 2, to you...

I feel so shallow, so dumb

Dumber that your admirers

How can i fall for you?

People asked.

I swallow what i used to spit

Strangest things happens to me

the more i move to contradiction

I'm thinking how to get to you,

when i'm suppose to push the shutter.

Two hours before the writing exam

an ignorance a slight pretend,
i gave it all when you pick me up last night.
funny notes you thrown at class
made me feel the one you ever like.

this isn't what i ever dream
to be your first ever girl friend
we do have fun when ride the bike
we do have tears when the rain falls down

you were a kid, i was too smart
you've become a man, i became a child
but things would never be the same

this isn't what i ever dream
to be your final goal of life.

pasrah

I don't capture as perfect as you

My camera is the one i can put inside my pocket

Objects i take may not grab anyone's attention

And i know i'm not a photo-catcher

And i know i'm not a good poet

I am what i imagine to be.

Please come and enjoy the hard music of youth at Dejavu cafe on 30 November 2008. I will be playing with my band, Machine Mercury . SOo, if you guys wanna check out how i mess up a gig, this is a lifetime chance to mock me. hehehe.. :p

grain heart

without knowing about me jaded
it damage the basic instict
precisely wasn't my time to held
then, i feel more and more solid

to win the things but grain in your eyes,
i pray for blustery, felt fine about my hope
i guess the month changed and u knew exactly would

right here behind dust and shadows,
was your grain heart i couldn't conquer.

get lost!

i asked you to follow my steps

i let you a million times,
i asked nothing but to follow my steps
did u follow my steps?

we're not dreaming like we used to
now it's a tragedy, that u and me
won't be as the notebook story

singing our memories, i learnt something
raping the cells, taste the raped fruit
makes me sick.

a new paragraph

"miiaw, i'm Mrs. Supini's lovelycat"

Dear reader(s),

Welcome to my blog. This one is new, fresh, just came out from my unbottled desire to tell some story, poems written by my own hand (or typed by me.. at least i made the poem), beautiful views i see from both of my eyes. Thank God my eyes are still working, despite the fact that i wear a pair of-so-thick-glasses. :(

I'm going to post this blog whenever i get the chance and the material. I promise to check all the spelling, grammar, and the words before i post. This is not about being a perfectionist, this is about trying to be a true and dedicated student. (I'm recently in bachelor degree of English Literature).

Please do not hesitate to give any comment, opinion, and input for the Blog's sake! I'm just an ordinary human being who make mistakes, yes?

Ookeydonkey.. I guess that's all for today!! Stay alive to some updates! Cheerio!! :D