About a love potion. About a life poison.

Oh, how nice of you to give a short reply

of my horrid insanity you found

had terrorized your lungs for as long as I live.

Why now? You grumbled. 

I know I had not been sincere,

I filled your tummy with my secrecy.

You bought it, you never asked anything about it, you said you were okay with it.

Kept spending every time and dime on me.
Then said the magic three words.

It's just a byproduct of your own choice

to self-destruct your plan. Which plan, you ask?

The plan to spend your life loving the one who loves you back.

Oh don't be such a puppy, you knew it's gonna cost so much more.

You knew when it's gone, you want more. You will follow, and it won't stop until the last breath.

And you replied,

"I wish I never met you."

Buddy part 1.

This time it's not a tale anymore..

We are young, free, and lazy

We try to be funny.

We laugh about each other's joke.

Opposites in between common things.

Heat, scent, talk, beliefs, major, marriage, food, memories, processor, intelligence, family, ... never ending list.

Eyes, hair, nose, music, beat, sleep, habit, friends, school, organizing bedroom, cartoons, Jim Carrey,... never ending list.

Attraction. Yet they are in harmony..

My weakness has gone, you're different.

Not a strength, no. Just a warm sunlight.. with that lovely summer fragrance.

I could still smell your intoxicating scent on this jacket as if you're still beside me.

Subtle, beautiful, surprisingly familiar, you.

You want to be my bestfriend forever?

Yes, I do too.

Terabaikan

Sebuah seruan berujung tangisan

tidak pernah satupun luput dari getirnya penantian

walau sempat hilang diam tak ada yang menuai arti

menumpas hitam pekat kelembutan bisikan sanubari

Seluruh dunia melahirkan satu tanda

tapi masa kini tidak ada yang mau berupaya

hanya selentik bulu mata palsu yang centil mengerling

yah, palsu.

namun ampuh membuat si biru terabai termangu

Beberapa pemuka bersyiar berkoar berkhutbah berseru

namun sinar mereka terasa semu.

Apakah puas terisi oleh hanya seutas seragammu?