Terabaikan

Sebuah seruan berujung tangisan

tidak pernah satupun luput dari getirnya penantian

walau sempat hilang diam tak ada yang menuai arti

menumpas hitam pekat kelembutan bisikan sanubari

Seluruh dunia melahirkan satu tanda

tapi masa kini tidak ada yang mau berupaya

hanya selentik bulu mata palsu yang centil mengerling

yah, palsu.

namun ampuh membuat si biru terabai termangu

Beberapa pemuka bersyiar berkoar berkhutbah berseru

namun sinar mereka terasa semu.

Apakah puas terisi oleh hanya seutas seragammu?

Bus, road, and rain

A bus and road, always been very cooperative.
but now I hate them, since I could picture memories
The sweet-everyday-goodbye and all, was there on Wednesday.

I got on a bus to my West town.
But the road has managed to slow the bus down.
Then the storm came toward me, it was raining on me.
Along the road, in the bus.
They were mocking me. I knew it.

They wanted me to get off, to go back by another bus.
Another bus that says "Far far away to the East part!"
But why should I?
I'd rather cope up with the pain, than go unnoticed.

So there I was, rain on me in a bus along the road.

two years and one month

never being noticed,
always insecure

never loved, feels like standing beside a tree.
it felt so unworthy, and i felt so worthless.
waiting was the least i could do,
but it was never been in your mind.

I know you're happy now.
but no tear would drop, no more.
For you...

all bottled rage and confusion was there,
in one straight sentence I've said.
but you said, "whatever".
Always been, whatever.

And I've had enough...
Enough for you to fool me,
enough for you to trick me.
No more mercy, no more care..

for two years and one month,
You never care..

some words I produced on twitter when I'm down.

"I hate crying like a baby on the phone and in front of you, but how could I be strong when you're not with me?"

"i miss you, I always miss you, but you forbid me to do so, so I lie to myself and to you :("

Viacom ugly toys.

Spread the facts to your friends!

November

This is a song by Azure Ray. It is called 'November'.
How funny to find this song which is exactly the same as I feel when I look back to 4th November 2008. Painful.




So I'm waiting for this test to end
So these lighter days can soon begin
I'll be alone but maybe more carefree
Like a kite that floats so effortlessly
I was afraid to be alone
Now I'm scared thats how I'd like to be
All these faces none the same
How can there be so many personalities
So many lifeless empty hands
So many hearts in great demand
And now my sorrow seems so far away
Until I'm taken by these bolts of pain
But I turn them off and tuck them away
'till these rainy days that make them stay
And then I'll cry so hard to these sad songs
And the words still ring, once here now gone
And they echo through my head everyday
And I dont think they'll ever go away
Just like thinking of your childhood home
But we cant go back we're on our own
Oh,
But i'm about to give this one more shot
And find it in myself
I'll find it in myself
So were speeding towards that time of year
To the day that marks that you're not here
And i think I'll want to be alone
So please understand if I dont answer the phone
I'll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls
Until I can see nothing at all
Only particles some fast some slow
All my eyes can see is all I know
Ohh..
But I'm about to give this one more shot
And find it in myself
I'll find it in myself

Cari driver printer HP D2566 untuk Windows 7 ?

Hey folks, just wanna share what I got today. Berhubung driver ini agak sulit dicari dan ternyata banyak yang nyari, saya mau share link bila anda ingin netbook ber-windows 7 anda bisa mendeteksi printer HP D2566 anda..

Just click this link.

However, saya sedang sangat mellow bulan Februari ini.. :"P ada beberapa puisi yang sedang dalam proses pembuatan dan juga pertimbangan haruskah go public atau engga. (ciaahh gaya bet)

Hope you have a great day today, coz I know I will!!
Salaam.