You know I always say I like you.
because you're my favorite thing about the you-named-it 'east coast'
you're the nicest thing I've ever seen
You're my favorite boy
I love your smile, your voice in the telephone when you are admired.
I admire you so much
You're the puzzle I always want to solve
and sometimes I desperately kept it shuffled.
I always want to know what you are about
even though I know in the end, I'm the one who would ruin it.
I'd never forget
how I was horrified of your look the first time we were met.
And the same look took my heart away for less than three months.
I'd never forget
how I was shocked to found out that you were smoking green
the first time I saw you on your myspace album
then I told myself that I'd be able to change you, nobody else can.
So I changed you.
How I hated the way you dress
but now I never seen anything wrong anymore
when you ask me how you look.
Without you I spend the rest of my nights awake
because you're the last thing on my mind before I go to sleep
Without you I don't want to eat anything anymore
because I want to be hospitalized
then you'd know how I would be without you.
I got my 'Pictures' folder full
of your pictures I took with my camera and from your flashdisk I gave you as a present on your 26th birth day.
I don't think I'd ever put it in the 'Recycle Bin'.
Never in a million years.
I always think of you when I see things that you like
I hate you because you are in a band (because it made me looked like some-sort-of a groupie)
I hate you when you say you can't leave the band
Because I'd see the 'old you' when you are on stage.
BecauseI'm afraid to lose you again just like when I haven't found you.
