Dedicated to all my friends and enemies...

I want to train myself to be like my mother in heart, and like my father in logic. I want to have my mom's intelligence and my father's luck. I dont need to be compared, nor judged. I just need to learn. And I expect my friends to help me out.

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Imagine when you can't shut your eyes,

your mind,

your heart.

Happens all night,

wasting your life.

You run to your love, but

your loved one is asleep.

You run to your friends, but

afraid to be a burden.

And then you send messages

to the old friend who once loved you.

He responds, because he'd always do.

But he can't help you because you feel nothing

He can't save you anymore

Because your love is asleep.

2 November 2009

New love, new life, new you

adventure, mystery.

a game cannot be undo.

Might think it was true

until loneliness distracting you

Wishes to feel brand new,

was just a hopeless dream you can't pursue

pale love

Let's talk about secret love,

about self-destruction

it haunts every piece of you.

Pieces that shattered all over your bedroom floor.

Cold and moist,

behold.

Young adults will get lost!